Jesus Loves Addicts

107. Made For More - Part 1 (w/ David White)

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts co-hosted by Paul and Kathryn (who celebrates her birthday on-air), guest David White shares a raw, honest testimony of growing up in a broken home, early exposure to alcohol, childhood abuse, juvenile detention, gang involvement, and more than 25 years trapped in addiction. He recounts the fatal crash on I‑110 that injured Ronald Brown, the manslaughter charge, and the years he spent in jail and prison.

David describes a life-changing spiritual encounter—a prophetic dream of Jesus, discovering a hidden Bible in a holding cell, and a miraculous shift in his heart that led him toward faith-based recovery. He also reflects on the challenges and rewards of recovery, the pain of letting family down, the power of forgiveness, and how the Home of Grace and Christ-centered community helped him find purpose.

Listen for a candid conversation about addiction, trauma, prison life, faith, stigma, and hope. Expect hard truths, vulnerable reflections, and practical encouragement for anyone wrestling with addiction or supporting a loved one, plus information about Christ-centered recovery resources like the Home of Grace.

106: Stop Praying For Me - Part 2 (w/ Lauren McDonald)

In this episode Lauren McDonald joins the Jesus Loves Addicts podcast to tell a candid, hope-filled account of a decade-long fall into meth addiction, homelessness, and an abusive relationship — and the moment she cried out to God behind closed doors. Hosts and guests discuss scripture (including Psalm 55 and 2 Kings 6), the power of persistent prayer, and the role of tough love from family in recovery.

You’ll hear Lauren’s arrest and jail-to-faith turning point, how God’s word met her in the dorms, the painful choices her mother faced, and the concrete restoration that followed: getting her son back, steady church life, marriage, and now ministry work helping other women and inmates find freedom in Christ.

Expect honest conversation about rewards and challenges in recovery, stigma, spiritual warfare, and practical next steps for those seeking help — and a frank reminder that no one is beyond mercy.

105. Stop Praying For Me - Part 1 (w/ Lauren McDonald)

In this episode, Lauren McDonald and her mother join the Jesus Loves Addicts podcast to tell a raw, two-perspective account of addiction, family, and faith. Lauren recounts a decade-long slide from social drinking and experimentation in high school to homelessness and meth addiction, the role of peer pressure and compromises, and the moment God met her in a jail cell.

Topics include early warning signs, the slow fade into harder drugs, the strain on parent-child relationships, co-occurring behaviors like gambling, and the practical tensions of enabling versus protecting a child. Guests discuss conviction, the importance of intentional recovery, accountability, and how Christ and community (including resources like Home of Grace) played a part in restoration.

Listeners can expect an honest conversation about failure and hope: how addiction affects families, what recovery can look like, and the message that—even in the darkest places—redemption is possible.

104. Don't Tell Nobody (w/ Pastors Bryan and Angela Jones)

In this episode Pastor Bryan and Angela Jones share their raw, honest testimony about childhood trauma, family alcoholism, and long careers of self‑medicating through drugs and alcohol before encountering Christ. They describe painful early experiences—including molestation and neglect—how shame and secrecy fueled addiction, and the turning points that led them back to faith.

The conversation covers recovery pathways like Teen Challenge, the challenges and rewards of sobriety, marital resilience, and the couple’s surprising call into ministry. Bryan and Angela explain how God transformed their pain into purpose, building a church that reaches addicts, bikers, and the overlooked.

Hosts and guests reflect on stigma, submission, grace, and practical hope for listeners facing addiction or brokenness, while highlighting Christ‑centered recovery resources such as the Home of Grace and the power of community to restore lives.

103. Shoving it Down (w/ James Rutledge)

Guest James Rutledge shares an unflinching account of 20+ years trapped in addiction to marijuana, alcohol, meth, crack, bath salts, prescription pills and pornography, and how those habits destroyed his marriage, trust, and peace despite outward success.

The episode covers Jamie’s childhood struggles with shame and isolation, early exposure to porn, escalating substance use, relapse cycles, multiple rehabs, a suicide attempt, and the turning point that led him to a life-changing relationship with Jesus and long-term recovery at Home of Grace.

Listeners will hear practical themes about accountability, community, faith-based recovery, relapse triggers, hope after loss, and how Jamie now serves others through ministry, Celebrate Recovery, and peer support. This episode is for anyone affected by addiction or seeking a faith-centered path to restoration.

102. Life With No Order (w/ Tiffany Clayton)

Guest Tiffany Clayton shares a raw, hopeful memoir of addiction beginning in seventh grade and spanning two decades — from prescription pills and Xanax to IV meth, homelessness, jail, and losing custody of her children. The episode covers childhood trauma, family addiction, domestic abuse, the death of her mother, and the moment she hit rock bottom.

Tiffany describes entering long-term treatment at the Home of Grace, wrestling with anger toward God, and how faith, community support, and honest recovery work led to nearly five years of sobriety. Key moments include regaining custody, forgiving her family, rebuilding life as a single mom, working at her church daycare, and taking mission trips to Belize with her daughters.

Listeners can expect candid discussion of relapse, stigma, the challenges and rewards of recovery, the role of Christ in overcoming weakness, and practical hope for anyone affected by addiction or seeking a faith-centered path to restoration.

101. Broken Rebellion (w/ Shane and Lindy Cowart)

In this episode of Jesus Loves Addicts, Shane and Lindy Cowart share their raw, unflinching story of long-term addiction, violence, and the difficult path to recovery through faith. The hosts walk through Shane’s 24 years of active addiction and Lindy’s 20 years of struggles, the trauma of broken families, early exposure to drugs and crime, and multiple stints in treatment. Listeners will hear about the moment of surrender that led them both into residential programs, the six years of sustained sobriety they’ve maintained, the legal and custody battles they faced, and how faith, therapy, and community helped restore their family.

The conversation covers themes of generational trauma, codependency, sexual abuse and shame, spiritual warfare, relapse, and the practical steps that supported lasting change — including extended residential care, mentorship, and faith-based ministries. Shane and Lindy also describe their ministries: Sheena’s Hope (a 90-day program for women and children experiencing homelessness) and SNL Contractors (a company that employs men in recovery), along with the couple’s work restoring family relationships and helping others find recovery through Christ.

Expect candid, emotional testimony, tough conversation about addiction’s realities, and hopeful encouragement for those fighting similar battles or supporting someone who is. The episode emphasizes that recovery is possible, the importance of lasting foundations (longer residential care, counseling, community), and the healing power of Jesus even in the darkest places.

100. ROUNDTABLE: Surrender

On the 100th episode and two-year anniversary of Jesus Loves Addicts, hosts Kathryn and Ross sit down with Austin and Clay Barton for a candid roundtable on surrender. This episode explores what surrender really looks like—beyond drugs and alcohol—why everyone struggles with some form of addiction, and how Christ’s love meets us in our weakest moments.

Guests share raw testimonies about rock bottom, daily dying to self, the tension between fear and trust, and the vital role of community, accountability, and programs like the Home of Grace in recovery. Practical steps—reading the Bible, church, trusted fellowship, and honest confession—are discussed alongside the challenges, victories, and hope that come with true submission to God.

Expect heartfelt storytelling, tough questions, and encouragement for listeners who are weary or watching a loved one suffer: surrender is not defeat but the pathway to restoration, mercy, and lasting change through Christ.